Here I Go Again

Well....it's not like I've never done this before. In fact, all told, I've done this dozens of times...started a new blog. Before coming here, I looked at a couple of my old blogs and the best i can estimate I haven't blogged a word since December, 2006. So why now? Why come back to the blogging world on a Wednesday night in July? Who really knows. Maybe it's boredom.... Maybe I'm not in the mood to watch what's on TV...Or maybe I am in need to say some things...important things that I want someone to listen to. I want to be heard.

So what is it that I have to say? So much.....and to me I think it is important to say and for people to hear. I have people in my life....why you ask don't I just talk to them? They don't listen...they seldom listen. I wish I knew why...all I know is that I speak and my words, advice, helpful hints and little puns fall on deaf ears most of the time. How fair is that?

I wasn't sure if this place was the best place to be heard. I looked at my old sites...and amazingly some of my old blogging buddies were still there...talking about work...relationships...the last episode of South Park...and what they had for dinner. Some things never change...they want to be heard too. Don't we all want to be heard?

I am hoping somone will listen...someone will hear me...listen to me....try to understand me. I'm not asking for so much. Then I think...maybe it's me...maybe, despite how hard I try to be heard...people find it hard to listen to what I have to say. I remember talking to my parents as a kid....like every adolescent I had issues...we all had issues....my parents certainly had issues...but they never listened...my issues fell on deaf ears. Probably why many of my issues then are with me today...but that's a discussion for another day.

So here I go again....another blog among millions of blogs. My way of listening to myself I guess...therapuetic if nothing else. There will be days I have little to say....some days I will want us all to share a little laugh....some days we all need to cry.....other days we all need to be pissed off. Might as well be pissed together don't you think.

So hear me world....listen now and again.....I may just have something interesting...important...trivial....or funny to say.